Keeping the Plans

The only thing standing between me and my plans is the lack of my high school diploma.
It’s challenging as far as school work go’s well as far as math go’s other, wise attentive listening, and will power, is what will get me what I desire. Because I’m not in the mood to wash myself out, with all the drama of the little stuff that everyone else my age has trouble shaking and dealing with. I won’t lie I’ve been to that same place that same realm, and it isn’t just one thing, drugs, theft, vandalism, gangs, it isn’t just one thing. Yeah getting drunk on the weekends is awesome, rounding up the boys and going to hit someone up gets you pumped, TPing someones house and going all out with a fire extinguisher is funny as hell. All those things are great but what happens when you get busted, some or all the home boys dip and your stuck with a body and the cops, you were to out of it to stay focused on the road your driving or are a passenger the car either flips or you’re the cause of it. In the end you’re either jailed up dead or no one respects you, y’all can have fun no one stopping you from that but there’s a time when the fun’s got to become business you decided because I have.

Autos

IN THIS WORLD ARE SO MANY KIND’S OF CAR’S SOME OF THEM ARE SO EXPENSIVE THAT’S WAY THEY RUN FAST AND COMFORTABLE. OTHER KINDS OF CAR ARE CHEAP BUT THEY DON'T RUN FAST AND THEY ARE SO SMALL. EXPENSIVE CAR’S ARE: PORCHE, FERRARI, LAMBORGINI, ETC. CHEAP CAR’S ARE: ALL CHINESE CAR’S.
I LIKE ALL CARS BECAUSE EXPENSIVE OR CHEAP, CARS ARE ONLY GOOD FOR ONE THING - TRASPORTATION BUT I WANT THE BEST CAR.

Favorite Type of Genre of Music

Today I wanna tell people what kind of music I like to listen to. I like to listen to lots of things because I’m a DJ for Latin music and whatever people want me to put. Its mostly Latin music I DJ. But my top music is oldies, Chicano rap, and ranchera’s (when I feel down). Some of my favorite artist are Zapp and Rogers, Califa thugs, and Lupillo Rivera. There is lots of music I like besides like rock and country I don’t like that music at all. I think its boarding or some u can’t even understand it like scream-o. So I don’t listen to it.

Batman Movie

My foster parents and I saw the dark night last night. I got to have popcorn and soda and got to have front seats. In the begging of the movie the joker shows a magic trick. In the movie batman was a hero. The joker tries to kill batman and kill everyone else. Batman’s friend trades sides to the joker and kills Batman’s friends. Every one at the end of the movie does not die.

Favorite Car

My favorite car is a ECLIPSE RS 1997 a black color with some purple color here and there with some 18inch or 20inch rims black rim with a purple lip the inside the seats black cloth the dash black with some little little purple some two 18 inch kicker speakers damn with turbo jajaja ya that’s my car well I got the car bt I just got to get the paint and inside it has turbo and kickers and ima probably gonna fix it upby next year so when I ride it this summer it gonna be great with everything and to do that I got to drop skool and start working by butt off in drywall because I get out of the program in December so ima take a vacation and go to mexico and come back janarary on by birthday and forget everthing and work don’t go to school because they are going to forget about me so ya and never get introuble again..thats my plan to get my car.

Trust and Honesty

TRUST IS PROBABLY ONE OF THE HARDEST THINGS IN THE WORLD IT SEEMS LIKE ONCE YOU HAVE 100% OF TRUST IN SOMEONE SOMETHING COMES UP EVEN IF YOU DON’T KNOW FOR SURE THE THOUGHT OF IT CAN RUIN ANY RELATIONSHIP! ITS EASY IT TO GET CLOSE TO SOMEONE AND GIVE THEM TRUST BUT THE TRUST INVOLVES KNOWING YOU CAN TRUST THEM AND THAT THEY WOULDN’T DO ANYTHING AGAINST YOU ITS HARD WHEN YOU THINK THE PEOPLE THAT YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON AND WILL BE THERE FOREVER WILL LEAVE YOU LIKE ITS NOTHING AND NOTHING MATTERS OR EVER HAS…. I DON’T KNOW JUST A LOT OF THINGS IN LIFE ARE HARD AND TRUST IS A BIG ONE!!

School

School it imported because you need education in life so when you go to a job you are going to have to know how to read and spell. If you don’t you are not going to have a good job that pays good. But if you graduate from school you are going to get a good job that pay good and you can buy a nice cars and house and you can buy anything you want. You can have fun and party meet new girls. And not worry about going to school the next day.

Three Thing’s About Me!

Well my name is Jesus but you can call me “PELON” I’m from Los Angeles, California. I live in Logan, UT now. And I’m a senior in high school. I’m 17 year’s old. And my birthday is Aug 28.

I like to do tattoos because it fun and I like to dawn there’s some thing about tattooing that calm’s me down. Like if I’m having a bad day at work I just go home and do some tattoo’s. And it make’s me extra money for what ever I want to do and I can buy more ink.

I like to work. I’m a very hard worker I like hard labor and I am very responsible, dependable, and I like working with car’s and any thing I can fix. I also like to walk my dog’s every day after work I have 6 dog’s so I can’t take them all at the same time so every day I take a diffent one. Well thay’s pretty much what I do.
.THE END…

The Perfect Day

The perfect day in my life would be me going to see my nieces in California and spending time with my family that’s over there because I haven’t seen them sense I went in to foster care last year and it sux not seeing them
They send me pictures and cards all the time and I carry them around in my school folder
And there all little like the oldest is 7 and I don’t want then to not see me while there kids

Wow that was cheesy!

Movie

I finally saw the movie Batman Dark Knight it was good I liked it a lot but it’s still not better then the movie Wanted. I had to watch batmen a few times because I would never get time to finish it cause my proctor were always like go clean the bathroom or go clean the kitchen floor. Stuff like that I hate cleaning up after them if you know what I mean. But anyways about the movies so when I got to finally got to watch the rest of it I started it over. And after it was over I was a little mad because the end was dumb I hope they make another one. J

Own Style

Ok then so people have different styles of personality some people like to dress preppie some people like to dress with suits and some others like to dress like a cholo and some like to dress ghetto. Some people like to break dance some like to dance slow jams or reggae some reggeton some like to dance corridos some like to dance durangese some like to just lose it look dumb get all crazy get hyphy get all crazy an not care what other people think bout them and I look dance every single one.

My 10 Goals

1.Get OUT OF COURT SYSTEM
2.GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL
3.GET A SCHOLARSHIP
4.PLAY FOOTBALL FOR COLLEGE
5.GET DRAFTED TO PITTSBURGH STEELERS
6.GET MARRIED
7.HAVE KIDS
8.RETIRE
9.COACH FOOTBALL TEAM
10.PARTY EVERYDAY

5 "Small Step" Goals

1. My first goal is to get straight A’s in school for 10TH grade.
2. I would like to finish my class’s so that I can get to go home.
3. I would like to earn respect for my mom again for one’s in my whole life.
4. I’m going to get a job again and prove it to every one that I can do it.
5. Show my mom that I am some body and that I can do something with my life.

My Worst Day

My worst day ever was when I got caught in Moab, when I was on the Run and had a pick up warrant on me cause I ran from probation, missed two of my court dates, and didn’t do what the court told me to do, like work my hours off and go to school so that’s how the court put a pick up order on me. But the day I got caught, it was in the morning ,at my moms house and I had a big hang over and I was on the couch sleeping and the pigs came over to my moms house cause one of my homeboys sister or someone of them told a lie on me that me and my homeboys jumped him and left him on the side of the side of the knocked out and blood all over his face and put him the hospital but it wasn’t me so they told the cops and the pigs came over and that’s how I got caught and went to detention and spent a month and a half in there and the court just sent me here to Procter home, and it’s the worst day of my life and it sucks cause I haven’t see my family in awhile.
Boring.

Someone I admire

Someone that I admire is my mom because she is very out going. She doesn’t care what people think and she’s just herself. I admire her because she’s my mom/sister she also made mistakes in her life and doesn’t dwell on them she just forgets about them. She also doesn’t give up on things she keeps trying till she achieves it. Those are some reasons why I admire my mom. I also admire her cause some people say that I look exactly like her but I don’t think that I look exactly like her maybe just a little bit. (LOL).

The Person I Admire

I think the person that I admire the most admire would have to be my dad because he has taught me every thing I know even though he was in a gang he still want me to do good because he’ have been locked up to so he knows what I’m going
through and he did 3 years in the pin and he doesn’t want me to end up like that. So I have to do good not just for my dad but for my family so I can get out and be a good example for my lil brother’s and sister’s. I admire my dad because he knows how to do any thing and when I get older I want to be just like him.

My Week!!!

My week has been good because on Monday I was sick and on Tuesday I got to stay after school and I was sad because Tia left me and then I got to go with my tracker to Payson and then yesterday I got my home visit and I was happy then I didn’t get m level because they say that they want to see how do in the next week. I have to keep doing good and then I can get my cell phone back and then today I got up at 5:00 am and I couldn’t go back to sleep so at 7:00 am I got up and got ready for school. Then I put food in the microwave and then the bus got there so I for got about it and I left it there. And that’s how my week has been good so have a nice day.

The Person I Admire

The one person I admire and look up to is my brother he has been supporting me through this whole thing with the state and I know I can always tell him everything. He’s an awesome person he takes me out to movies and to the BYU games when we have the money that is and he makes sure I'm doing good in school and I'm behaving.

5 Small Steps

These are my goals that I want to accomplish in the next two years.

• I want to graduate high school then go to a college in a different state Utah sucks
• I want to play college football or basketball or get a job being a professional sky diver.
• I want to get out of states custody so I can be free
• I want to move out of utah to Hawaii
• And when I get older I want to be a foster parent cause I no what those kids go threw and I want to help them

5 Small Steps

*GET OUT OF THE SYSTEM
*GRADUATE HIGH SCHOOL
*FIX RELATIONSHIPS
*GO TO COLLEGE
*MAKE MORE MONEY!

Music

Music is a big part of life… I think its affects tha way you feel, act, and just what you do!
I think if music wasn’t around tha world would be nothing and be very very dull! Music is prty much all culture….
it can put you in a mood and out of one it gos with what you do and life and stuff like that!
So listen ta music ;)!

This weekend I had a home visit so I am going to talk about that well I live in ogden
And I went there from Friday to Saturday and when I first showed up there I had family
Therapy at my house its this thing you have to do before you get a home visit so I did
That and then when my therapist left I called my cousins and told them to come over
So they could visit me but I knew when they came over I was going to be tempted
To drink but they came over with nothing but they asked me if I wanted to drink but I said no cause im better than that now and that’s about it I just chilled with my family the end peace

Sports is the thing that keeps me out of trouble like when I played football
For my high school I was staying out of trouble but when the session was over
I was the starting to get in fight with busters and starting to drunk again and getting high with the homes .Then I stop going to school and my grades were going down . My mom was getting mad at me because my not going to school
And my getting in trouble in school, my not lessoning to her .Then I got locket
Up for 2 mounts then the judge sent me to Orem for 6 mouths so on December
If I do good I can go home.

The best day of my life was when I got to go home to my moms from foster care after 11 months we waited forever but I could have got to come home allot sooner then 11 months but I kept getting in trouble like not doing my packets for school and stealing and fighting so they wouldn’t let me go home tell I stopped.

Well now I’m home and going to high school in orem and its summit high its pretty cool but its closed campus and we don’t get to leave for lunch its not that bad though the teachers are cool and the kids are ok

My Home Visit

MY HOME VISIT WAS GOOD BECAUSE I GOT TO SEE MY FAMILIA AND SOME OF THE HOME BOYS FROM THE HOOD AND KICKED IT. THEN I GOT TO GO AND DRIVE AROUND.THEN I WAS ON THE INTERNET ALL NIGHT AND ME AND MY FAMILIA WATCHED LOTS OF MOVIES LIKE BLOOD IN BLOOD OUT, AMEIRCAN ME, COLOERS, AND SOME OTHER THINGS. THEN I HAD TO COME BACK TO MY POCTER HOUSE.SO YEAH MY HOME VISIT WAS GOOD.

When I go on my home visit next week on Friday im gonna hug all my family and my parents cause I haven’t see theme in a awhile cause I have been in detention for 50 days and I really want to see them.Well ,when I’m at home Im gonna ask my mom to make some fry bread and some Navajo food. And then when im at home im gonna look for my dad and hang out with him for awhile, but when he is drunk im just gonna still hang out him cause I miss my dad, then go home and hang out with my mom .

Where do I start? Well I was with this guy right and we were together for 6 _ days then he wrote me a note and told me he wanted to break up with me. Well I just laughedJ because who write that in a note why don’t you just tell that person face to face? Is it really that hard? Well I don’t know what I really think about it. But I do for sure think it’s funny I just don’t know if I should be mad, sad or happy bout it. But what ever right someone once told me this little saying “don’t smile cuz it happened cry cuz it’s over” funny isn ‘it well I don’t know what else to tell you but I hope you understand what I’m telling you.

When I was 12 I broke my ankle and the doctors have said they were going to cut my whole leg off becuz it was made into peaces so they tried 2 do a couple of operations in it so they had 2 do 3 in it and until the 3rd 1 they found out to put a whole bunch of stuff in it like meddle and stuff so they did and just barley in October of last year they took em of so now I’m ok but that’s 1 of the things that I don’t want ppl 2 go thru so thats ma crazy story!!!

Staying Fit

I always get told how lucky I am to be so thin but I’m glad puberty came around because I have lots of room for muscle because before that happened I was just a stack of bones but now that I’ve been working my starting muscles out as far as running go’s no one can match my speed. But besides that I been thinking that since most males stop growing at age 21 then that means I’m going to have to depend on myself twice as much since my metabolism going to start to slow down, because instead of just taking in a kitchen like I do now I’m going to have to start buying diet books with my eating habits.

My Family

Well my Family is a great family cause we do alot of fun stuff like go eat out @ an Restaurant, or go to an movie theater and watch a Movie. And also I have a big family down in Arizona and they all go to school and some of theme are drop outs cause they say its hard for theme or they

Careful What You Do

I can’t wait to go home this weekend. I’m so glad I’m going home. It’s been awhile since I went home. I’m also glad I got my privilege back. That’s what I wanted to tell people about. I messed up when I went home last time that’s why I couldn’t go home no more. So when ya’ll get to go home you should follow the rules that your program gives you. Or just don’t get caught. Just be careful what you do and carful with the people you hang out.

Magic of the mind

The ultimate arena for magic is the mind. When you perform a magic trick, the audience is baffled, but they know that their amazement is the result of your skills. However , when you present a mind-reading trick, audiences seem to take it at face value they genuinely want to believe that such a things is possible. Not always is possible but if you can drive theirs mind you can do anything.

Jets

Jets are one example of how worthy we are as people in general.
The thought of flight became reality around the 1920’s, from the Wright Brothers. The two had ran a bike shop and had an idea to make improvements to there bikes and then eventually the thought of flight was born. To make a machine that can go so fast to the point where a human being starts to lose consciousness, due to gravitational pull is a bad thing for pilots, but very impressive considering that that’s how much speed the planes of today have. I know I jumped in too fast with this passage, but might point is if two people could make flying a realty for everyone
who knows what anyone can do to help or hurt humanity.

Who Really Was Gandhi?

I have been reading the autobiography of Gandhi for Life Long Readers. It has been an eye opening experience. I have always envisioned Gandhi to be a man who was raised with high principles who lived his whole life being a great man. But it just isn't true. Gandhi is quite candid about mistakes he made while he was young. He was married at the age of 13 and only thought about sex until he left for school. He ate meat and hid it because it was against his religion. He stole money from his servants so that he could buy cigarettes. He even admits to almost cheating on his wife. I am shocked. This does not portray the meek and submissive man devoted to truth that we know. In reality it is good to see that a person can go through a process of self-discovery and become, in the end, an amazing person that changed the fate of a country. And he has influenced and inspired many people in the world. I even have a quote by him on my wall, "Be the change you want to see in the world."

Get Out of My Program

I need to get good grades in school and get all my credits back.
Lesion to my prater parents so they can give me a good report to
My judge. I need to go to work every day and on time so they won’t
Get fired from my work. I need to get all my packets done on time
And turn them in to my prater parents. I need to do good so I can go home
As fast I can if I don’t I’m not going to get out of my program so I need to be
Motivated to change my ways so when I go back to court the judge is happy with me that I‘m trying to changing and he well let me go home back to my family

Family

Family… My family always has my back we can get through anything and we all know that we will always be there for each other we can hate and make up relationships like its nothing because we know what we will always be. My family is strong and we all rely on each other and that’s what makes us up. I know that no matter what I do I always have them to turn to and that they will have my back no matter the situation. They will go out of there way just to make sure I can get what I need and not be on the low slackin! Family is forever….

My Best Friend

Home town East Oakland the land of the side shows were the youngster get HYPHY all day every day Oakland its ghetto u have to watch your back at all times you always have to take care of your own family out there because there’s people that will try to do something to them.
My best friend got killed in front of me he died in my arms some Gang Bangers killed him I tried to same him and try to take him to the hospital but it was to late when we got there RIP Jose Angel Mendoza your always missed.
So this is for all the kids out there stay out of gangs theirs 3 places were you can end up Jail Hospital or your Funeral. Theirs people thinking out there oh been in a gang I’ cool oh I’ hard cord tell you what your not special u embarrassed your own family best advised I can give you is stop way sting your time and your family’s.

Family

Family is important me because they are always there for me. They motivate me to do well (sometimes) my brother is very important to because he understands me better then anyone. And also because he is the second oldest. My family is always having drama about something it’s a little annoying. But I still love them. It’s amazing how I was the first to get put in the system out of all my brothers and sisters. In away I’m glad it was me cause then I could go home and be a better role model to them. My mom is also important to me she doesn’t really act like my mom she’s more of a sister to me.

Batman

Well I can’t talk about myself so I am going to talk about the movie I saw last week
And the movie I saw was batman it was alright in the movie there’s people that try
To be like him but they end out getting killed and batman has some hard ace gadgets
Like there’s this thing that he has shoots out these little time bomb things they are pretty cool right now I wouldn’t be talking about stupid batman but I have no choice
But anyways the person that played the joker did good it didn’t even sound like
Heath ledger the end