Existing?

You seem to be so carefree when you’re young you have no understanding of anything that’s been here before you or even care about it’s purpose unless it concerns you. I never considered the world around me because I never had thought there was one beyond me. It seemed like there wasn’t anyone on my side because I wasn’t getting anything good from any source. I can understand me being ignored because of my age but that seemed to continue past grade school I’m thankful for everything I’ve been given but say I could have received more things value wise at least at a young age so I could have “the questions to the test” so to speak.

My actions have caused me to skip a chapter in my life but start another story. I’ve learned so much since I’ve been away from home but have done it alone; my ignition came from my mother if I didn’t have her wisdom I’d be dead for sure but just because I’ve learned a few things doesn’t mean I’m safe everything I know and will know must be put to action for me to live. I use to think life was a game I don’t any more.