The Dream

The dream that is so scary to me,
seeing death around the corner making me weak in the knees,
with that 9 millimeter to my head putting me at ease,
got me knocking on heavens door asking please,
to give me one more try,
and I got gods reply,
it was to send him to hell,
The floor caved in and I fell,
down to the burning place of doom,
then the devil sent me to the torture room,
I said no, then I awoke from a dream,
and said not no more I have to stay clean,
and do what I do,
only kick it with a few,
enough of this, and enough of that,
it was a message,
that I got to act my age, for my family, and for me.