Friday, May 22, 2009

Memories

I think that my favorite memory from summit is when we did the talent show. The guy teachers did that river dance and they would start dyeing and at the end they came out on thriller and how towards the beginning of the song they are messing up on the dance and as they got farther into the dance the got better and better at keeping up with the steps of the dance.

One thing that I am going to miss about summit is the teachers and the activities that we do as a school.

Memories

My favorite memory in summit would have to be today at lunch. Conejo, Spooky,
Ruffels, Daniel, and I were out side just kicking and I was eating rice. Next thing I know
I got rice in my nose and all over my face. Ruffles had kicked my plate of rice in my face.
Daniel had recorded the whole thing. When I t happened I was hella mad at Ruffels but
after it was just funny. Ima miss the most is all the homies I met like Scott, Alfredo, Josh,
Oscar, Ali, Alma, Stephanie, and Daniel. We had some firme tiempos. This was a kick
back school year.

What I’m going too miss about summit

The things that I think that ill miss the most about summit is probably the people well at least some because some are just as fake as they get. I really like how we can relate too a lot of people here because most of them have gotten in trouble are in foster and proctor care and what not so they can’t judge because they probably been in that same situation. I like how we can catch up on grades quick like the work here is so simple too do like no lie I like how we have a lot more opportunities too get more one-on one help by the teachers or by some one who knows what their talking about. Because in a normal school we wouldn’t be able too have all that because we have a lot of kids in one class but here at summit it’s like your lucky if you get 10 or less kids in one class that’s one of the good things in this school because theirs less drama that’s what I think ha-ha because the less the better and the other thing is that we all have a lot of school spirit I like how this school can help us get a lot more opportunities which we can most of the time we wouldn’t have in other schools.

Summit

In summit they helped achieve math skills that I can never learn for my self. Now am here and am ready to put in work and I don’t care I graduate or not ill go top job corps and am going to be a cook one day. This school helps a lot of people that really want to get credit and graduate. Now for those who don’t want to succeed in life will go to hell and burn for life. One thing ill need of this call is the credit and I will always be in a mission I always missing all ones in this place. My plans for this school is to get rid of score cards and just make everyone check in so I can show them. One day ill come back to this place in a good way and always I need a girl ill come here and take one. I don’t trip ill come here and even work out and take a breath check out the chizzes at the gym.
In conclusion I love everyone here.

Summit Memories

The most favorite memories about summit is seeing all my homie’s and seeing that I’m not alone. I also met this awesome wonderful girl named Alma. She just brightens my day my nights my mornings when ever I see her…..awwwhhh how I love how she sings too me she has a voice of a angel…

Something else I liked about summit is that the teachers are cool and kind of care about us because the teachers at my old school, Ogden high didn’t care they wouldn’t care if we sluffed because they knew that we would never change and it was true.

The most important thing I learned was to not get threes because I would get in trouble when I got home and to get seven’s even though we didn’t get rewarded for it.

The thing about summit that I would miss about summit is having something to do and making my time go by faster oh and I can forget my friends and all the plays we went to.

A Tribute to Summit

Since I’ve been here I’ve learned more about math thank goodness its so dam confusing when a dummy try’s to explain it but here the teachers make sense of it I was so worried that I’d been ignorant of it completely and that would have to except it but it makes perfect sense I’m not anything special but I know a great dean than I did before and to that I’m eternally grateful to summit…thank you Peter.

Summit

Something that I will miss at summit is the friends I had at summit because they were different then the friends I had at my home school in my eyes my friends in summit has something different then my have at my home school and one other thing that I will probably miss clear creek the most I will not forget that the activities we did over there it was pretty challenging but it was totally worth it.

Overcoming Challenges

I’m able to overcome challenges growing up I had a hard life but even if every thing was going wrong I would and still find faith with in me to get up and go on with life. I have overcame a drug problem which I never thought I would I use to tell myself I couldn’t but I realized it was because it was me. I was the one who didn’t want to stop but I starting telling my self I could every day.

Right now I’m fighting that I wont go homeless I have to move out in less then two weeks I’m scared I wont get a place in time but I get up every morning to go to school and work so I wont. even though I just want to give up because I feel so alone my challenge here is fighting for myself which sometimes that’s really hard for myself . I believe in myself that I can overcome this and this can only make me a stronger person if it doesn’t kill me it can only make me stronger.

Summit High School

The things I’ll miss about summit, I’ll miss the teachers some of them helped me thru a lot from helping me pass my classes to my own personal issues .I had so much fun here at summit. This school made me enjoys school in stead of hating it. Most of my good memories with my sister are from summit high. If it wasn’t for this school I probably would have been still on drugs and wouldn’t have finished school and the same with my sister. Leaving this school is going to be real hard for me.

Summit High

What I will miss about summit will be nothing. Some the teachers, I will miss but not all the time but some the students that I have known will I was here in school. But the students were cool and they were funny sometimes, and I will never miss the whole school. But I will miss the ta's and my counslor because they are pretty cool.

The most important thing I have learned and struggled with is my math and I hated it and I still hate it but I know how to do it.

What will I Miss About Summit

What will I miss about Summit I ask the same question to myself every day. Well I miss my friends the teachers or the sexy girls or maybe nothing. Well I think I will miss all the teachers first the teachers that took all my crap because they passed my big test. I will miss all the homies: snoop dogg, josh, and bunny we had a great year we might have had some problems with other people but we still here standing and we passed that we handled that. I’m going to miss >Alma<, >Ali<, >Jessica<, >>>Stefany<<<>>>>>Alfredo<<<<, all my sexy ladies hope we see each other one day and all kick it and remember all the great days. I’m going to miss Doug - you’re the best. I think you’re the only principal that understands us. We all love you man keep it up and hope I see you next year and hope you don’t forget about the true g’s .

Summit

What I will miss about Summit is how everyone’s kick back and you don’t have to worry about too much. The school I came from before was nothin’ like here. I would get into a fight almost everyday, but here no one starts drama for lame reasons. The teachers here help you out when you need it. They help you individually and make sure you know what your doing. If I didn’t have to go here until I graduated I would have dropped out. I’ve only been here for a little bit of time, but it has been a good month.

Summit

My favorite thing about Summit is stuff I think they’re pretty cool all of them. Teachers always trying to teach us even when we don’t want to but they insist to teach their classes and I’m sure that is good because we’re learning from you guys all at least me, I’ve learned something from each of you could be good or bad but still I learned it from you guys. I don’t know if I am going to miss something about summit cause I’ll be working but if I do could be P.E I like that class, coach always has something fun to do like sports. Well this year was amazing I’ve never had so much fun like I did in Summit.

Summit

The best thing that I really like about Summit is Doug, he’s the best principle that cares for me. I like being here at Summit because when I am here I am never here for trouble. When it comes to me having to be sent to the office Doug always has something positive come out for me to hear. The things that the teachers have for me is positive things to invite to my life of learning. When I come to be here they have something for me everyday of some type of accomplishment for me and others. I have nothing to say but, that Summit is the place to be if you won’t something to change in your need of life. I believe that I will miss about every thing about Summit, and its creation. When it come to need of help these is the people that can be their for you in the need of help. I love Summit like no other school that I can think of in the whole world. I love you Lesli, you’re the best English teacher that helps me get through life.

Memories From Summit

What I’m really going to miss from summit high school is going to be the staff. I really love this school when I first got here like everyone else I didn’t like it but then I realize what this school was about and then I just loved it. I been here for like 2 years and all does 2 years I never got tired of it and I think I wouldn’t get tired of it because I love it here learn how to like it and don’t be a punk. Just learn how to act your age don’t act like a elementary is not even like that we in high school get your crap strait and start acting mature grow up but I love it here I love summit and what.

Friday, May 15, 2009

To over come challenges is a point in believing in your self. Knowing that you can accomplish whatever you want is a big success. Adversity is a big part in we as humans. We probably do not notices it but we play roles in this section from the daily day to day.
Be strong and know that you can overcome any challenge in life, just believe that you can. When Im faced with probs Im quick to solve or talk about them to whom it involves. Im not the type to give up on what ive started. So just be strong and do what it do, and if your having problems then talk to someone or if that doesn’t work then you have the power to figure out how to help yourself or someone else. The on point that I struggle with is continuing going through problems that we face. Which is why the sayin says. “ If your going through hell keep going”. To some it might mean going through bad times. So stick in there.
Some of the challenges that I have over come are that when I was young I had to move around from school to school very often. Once I had bent her long enough to make the right friends I would have to move to a new school .when I stayed in a school for a while I would start getting in trouble with the teachers and be suspended and go to detention.

A different challenge that I have over come is that I never met my biological dad and the ’dads’ I have had haven’t been the best, but I learned to deal with it and to not feel bad about it.

I Can Overcome Adversity and Challenges

On October 25, 2007 I was only 14 and I was going to hell I was in drugs. I remember that people told me don’t get stupid or you’ll end up some where else. I had a girl friend I bare got with her and two weeks she left me for one of my hommies. That day I got the horrible news some one told me you fag you lost her and she is never going to come back. That day I threw on a fit and started to cry and I wanted to go home. When I got out there I went to home I got high the first day I remember feeling kind of buzz then I saw some enemies we shot at them I was happy but knew that it met beef. Next day I was back in rehab I shoot one day now am in the trap this met too me like a movie. Went I was 15 I was stuck on some drugs and now in stuck for life in this world but some day I will come back. In conclusion, one day I will come back so don’t be surprised so open your eyes.
We all have challenges in our every day lives. It can be something small or something big. Not matter what it is it’s just a test to see how strong you are. There are people that can take anything at all but then these are those that have tragedies in the life and they just keep there head up to the sky and say life moves on.

That’s what I’m saying rite now, Life moves on. In my head I see it as if I just tripped but I’m going to get back up. It’s not going to be the last time I fall either. There are many more were that came form. I mean I gave up being able to sleep in my bed, my home, my school, my friends, and be able to sit at home with my family just for one night of partying. One night of partying with my homies cost me 5 months of not being home so far and I still got more time to do. I just keep my head up and say Life moves on.

My Challenge

Well there are a lot of great challenges that I have overcome in my life and some of them are really big and then some were really small but made a big change. The greatest challenge that I have accomplished or over came was graduating high school, and I really am proud of myself and there is also a lot of other people proud of me for doing it. Then there was another challenge that I came over was always blaming other people for my problems and mistakes, and it took my along time to get over it because I was always scared of the consequences. Finally the last challenge that I had to overcome is realizing that I need to be grateful and show a lot more gratitude towards the little things like the love from my family and the people that are trying to help me. Well I got a lot more challenges that I need to overcome in my life and nothing can stop[ you from doing it.
Some challenges that I have over come in my life is being here in proctor the reason why is because it feels like kinda like a test because I never knew how good I had it when I lived at home and relationship wise me being here kinda helps me over come a lot of situation like with trust honesty and responsibility like now that I’m here its like I don’t have it as good here like I do at home at home I don’t have too worry about as much as I do here like it was like I was so careless of others and now that I’m here and their I just now basically noticed I really do care about others not just myself because being here in proctor I honestly think it really does help build character by helping us know how its like too be on are own and basically be glad for what you have because here we wont have everything we were so used too so basically the whole challenge ive learned is too be grateful for what you have and never take things for grant because sometimes when you least expect it its just going too disappear and you may never know when you may ever get it back…

Stressful days

I have been faced with many problems and obstacles in my life. Sometimes life throws challenges at you to test just how strong you are. I’ve overcame some of these challenges. Recently I was arrested and charged with 2nd degree felony car burglary.

It all started on a Saturday. I was just kickin back at my house and I decided to go get some money. So I left to Bountiful, when I got there I started breaking into cars. I was looking for purses, laptops, ipods etc. anything I could steal for a little bit of cash. I broke into a car and stole the lady’s purse and kept going. The place where I stole the purse had cameras and they saw me do it. They called the cops and after I broke into another car the cops pulled me over and arrested me, my dad and my grandpa.

I was looking at about 7 years in secure care. When I went to court my judge was mad. Because when I got locked up I was on probation. He wanted to lock me away until I was 21. He gave a chance by sending me to a proctor home in Eagle Mtn. If I mess up here There is no more chances

Adversity and Challenges

I think everyone overcame adversity and challenges in life because maybe they do or not but for me I have overcame adversity and challenges in life. All the challenges that came to me in life I may have overcome but they were hard most of the time, but for challenges I have done and overcame some challenges that were hard or what ever that brought me here in a program and away from my family, because at first I never challenged adversity which I never really cared about at first, but when I had to overcome adversity and challenges I have done it.

Adversity Life

I think everyone has adversity times and everyone has different solutions for their problems or circumstances. In those times of adversity I just focus on those problems and after I solved it I move on and absolutely I learn from those situations that’s how I overcome adversity, “if you’re going the hell keep going” I think this quote is weird because you can change your life if you want I know a lot of people that have done that, I’m sure that everyone has the chance to get a new life and be proud of themselves.
I have overcome adversity and challenge by being optimistic and just getting over things in the past. Some one once told me that the past is the past and that there’s always the future to change things. I think that it is true people shouldn’t dwell on the past. You should overcome those things. Don’t let them get to you because if it does then you just get mad it’s like an obstacle course you have to do all these things to get finished unless you give up and if you do that then you’re just a failure. But for me I just ignore those things and move on with life because there’s so much more out there. And when you overcome those challenges you feel so much better.

I Can Overcome

I use to be such a stubborn selfish person; it was something to expect from a kid my age, little did I know that such actions and behaviors would only help me have more hardship later on. I didn’t have too many friends to give me advice because I was very shy; so my learning experience as far as social skills go’s was limited, it took the difficulty of being alone to try to figure things out myself. Then for a time I was isolated from society, and came to a realization that the habits I had were insufficient to my well being, so I slowly abandon those and acquired good habits as well as seeing a new appreciation for things I had once took for granted those changes alone made adversity become a simple task not a problem.

What Makes Someone a Hero?

I don’t think a hero is someone in the comic books who runs around saving the city from the monster. A real hero is someone who does there own thing and doesn’t get caught up in the drama of every day life. A real hero is someone who provides for there family and makes sure there not hurting or stressing. It’s someone who can stay out the system and stay out of jail for more than a couple weeks. I don’t really have someone in mind who I can call a REAL hero.
I have been thinking a lot about adversity lately. I have come to be a believer that adversity is quite often that thing that purifies our lives. For instance, we so often become occupied with what in essence amounts to trivial and vain things. They become built up around us like walls... Then adversity visits our lives and when dealt with correctly, it brings us to that place of clarity.
So my point of view is obviously clear that let adversity and challenges over throw you, you will never succeed in your life and you will be setting yourself up to always fail no matter what it is.

I can overcome adversity and challenges

Well I really never have overcome things in my life I’ve failed in lots of places in my life but that’s about it. I’ve failed to be a good son to my parents to respect them to love them to help them. I’ve failed to be a good brother to help them in any way to respect them shows them the right path not the wrong path. I’ve failed to all the people that have been there for me and still here with me they help me but I don’t let them but that is just me I like to do it my way my self I hate it when they get in my way and who ever that gets in my way I take them out that’s how I was raised like who ever is stopping me I get them but I’ve noticed the people that do that are my parents and teachers but that’s how they treated me the way they thought me but now they don’t like the way I am the things I do the way I dress but my thing is I’ve never over come anything because I don’t know who I want to be who I am I’m still learning and keep changing but I know this I can do what ever I want I have my grandpas my friend kiven and my uncle Ramiro looking over me and taking me through the good path..
I have been through a lot of stuff that has been putting me down and having all the depressions go through my body ever day. I have stared with my leaving my home by breaking my home probation by running away from my own home that has been taking care of me all these years. It’s been hard for me the next day I was locked up with a pick-up order. I had lots of challenges after that because I was sent to a foster home. Then I was kicked out for a tattoo. Then was sent to my next foster home and was kicked out form them for a comment and getting in a argument with them. Then was sent to vantage point for a why’ll and went to a Procter home then got in a fight their and ran away. Then, I was sent away to a group home for a why’ll and I told my caseworker and took out of my group home and went to a foster home in Lehi. Then it’s been three months now I’m home doing a home trail for my mother.
If I could create a god I would create a goddess her name would be Fidelity because she fixes relationships every time someone wishes that they could fix there problems how she was created by a couple that was having problems.

Once upon a time there was this couple that were having problems so one day when the couple was arguing the girl walked away from the argument and mumbled under her breath “I wish someone would fix our problems” then out of no where fidelity appeared and started to fix there problems one by one. After awhile fidelity got so addicted to fixing problems that she started to create her own problems. Till she got a problem that she just couldn’t fix. She started to realize that she can’t fix everything. And that life isn’t perfect.

Proving Other's Wrong

I overcome my self by getting out of the system its funny though because people use to tell me that I was not goanna get out of the system and I did I was in the system for 2 years and 6 months and I proof everybody wrong and I made it when someone tells you. Your not goanna make it proof them wrong and then rube it in their face. That’s what I did. Its funny how when people judge you without knowing a dam thing from us me I don’t like talking ship about others I will push them and help them do what they got to do. I’m a pretty cool kid but when you become my enemy is not even funny. All I got to say is keep moving forward and don’t let dome idiot bring you down I made and if I made it you could make it put your mind to it and don’t B.S about it take it seriously I wish all of you the best and keep your head up don’t put your head down never do I good luck!.

My Hero

Something or someone that makes someone my hero is someone I can look up too know matter what the situation is their someone I would like too become in a certain amount of time.

My older brother victor is my hero the reason why he’s my hero is because he used too be a trouble maker he was in the system and all that he was always in trouble for some reason my older brother ended up getting some girl pregnant when he was 16 years old he ended up changing his life around once he got out of proctor he ended up changing his whole life around that’s what I wanna do when I get out and that’s why I look up too him because he turned his whole life around and that gives me hope. he’s my role model.
A hero to me is someone who overcomes all obsticales. Someone who does not give up on any project they start. Someone who is real and is devoted to who they have, Heroes do not always gotta be someone who saves or in a better definition a super hero. Some times it can be someone who is a verified person who does not know much. When most people hear the word hero they think of a super hero which has nothing to do with any way or thing that I be talking. it can be someone who is a verified person who does not know much. When most people hear the word hero they think of a super hero which has nothing to do with any way or thing that I be talking.

What makes a hero

When someone saves another life or when you make another person smile
Or to a person you become there best friend you may never know you just might
Be a hero to some one why maybe because you did some thing nice to some one
You can do a lot of nice things to people but to some just might thing you’re a hero
A hero to me is when I need help on my home work or when I need help on some thing big.

My Hero

What makes some one a hero to is that he has to be strong, fearless and never gives up, some one that is there for me when I’m down or that has my back and doesn’t fear people bigger than him and understands what you’re going through and a hero to me has to have power, respect, money, and ant scared to get locked down or the law and someone that knows more than me and never sounds stupid and doesn’t care what other people say cause he’s his own man and doesn’t hesitate to kill and my hero has to be real and likes to have fun and knows how to play with gun’z so he could teach me and my hero has to be a teacher and a leader and his purpose of life is live to die and for his family and my hero doesn’t turn his back on his homie’s because they wouldn’t cross them and my hero has to like to travel and see thing that we would never see in person and my hero has to prove that he is a hero and my hero will never switch because hell rather have death row hit the switch on the electric chair.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

My Hero

A hero is some one with courage and is brave. They aint scared to do nothing. They aint scared to go toes with some one that over powers them and they aint going to back down from anything or any one. They get through any types of struggles. They always keep there heads up to the sky keep there heads up. They no thing got to get worse before it gets better.

My here is my dad. He always helps me get through any type of problems. He does what ever it takes to keep my whole family up. When I need something he’ll get it. He makes sure we feel good with what we got or he’ll work extra hard to get it for us. I know he sacrifices a lot to keep us happy and well. That’s why my jefe is my hero.

Journal

When someone that can handle to see and control something really big. When a hero comes they can stand there and to be there for someone else that needs you. When you are in danger as well. Someone that’s a hero can take the pain for others and be there for you. My mother is a hero that can help others and can be there for them. When they need it the most. She can take the pain for someone else and the pressure of it all and can control almost everything that pops in her way of helping others and being that hero.

When it comes to all those other my mother is there for you at all of the times. I love the things that my mother does for others because it makes me think of others. All of the things that I could do to become a hero just like my mother. This is when I can inspirer others to do become a hero. And all the great things that you can get in return.

Specifics of a Hero

A hero to me is someone that is very wise as well responsible; someone that has there most prized possessions inside there mind rather than in there house. Someone that has the ability to survive mostly on themselves, which have no dependence on to many people or objects. That don’t crumble under pressure of any kind; someone that can get things done with hesitation, but at the same have enough time and consideration to listen take time with people to help them. Also someone that’s going in a direction but not with haste

My Hero

A hero is a role model or someone you can look up to….

My mom is my hero I me the stuff she does for me is amazing and how supportive she has been through out my life is so awesome she stuck through thick and thin even at times when I didn’t want to I am so glad I have her in my life or else I would not know what to do

A Hero

What makes a hero I think a hero is some one strong not in a muscular way but by your heart. Let me explain it dose not really matter if your strong if you don’t have a loving caring heart you aren’t nothing if you don’t have that strength so think about it if you don’t got it get it that’s how your going to live a good life well a better one. So another reason a hero is hero is risking there life for someone else’s like in a situation life or death I would give my life to my family members to save friends alma, Stefani, Oscar, Marco, Priscilla, to save the world I don’t know why but im that way I care about people I know I love every one but at the same time if you miss with me I go out of control its like im a hero but at the same time I tern into the bad side im not there either but Im getting there and I cant wait till that day everyone can say that’s Daniel.

What Makes a Hero to Me?

I have a lot of heroes but I only admire my brother because he is coolest Mexican at less for me, he has done so much for his family and that makes him a hero. I think that he doesn’t know that he is a hero I never told him but I’m sure that I will because I learned a lot of things from him since I was a baby. He taught me how to survive in this life, how to choose my friends, how to be a good guy and how to love my mom. This guy is my hero and I’m sure that I’ll be his hero because I’m doing good and he’ll be proud of me.

Friday, May 8, 2009

The power my god would have is she can fix relationships. Her name is Fidelity
She was created because of this one couple who were having a really bad relationship problem. They wished they could fix there problems then out of no where fidelity appeared and she started to help people fix there problems. She liked helping so much that she started to help every relationship she could.

Isaiah

My god’s name is Isaiah. He has brown hair and green eyes his skin is bronze he’s very handsome man He is a very powerful man he is very strong and fast also can read minds, his very kind man .

Isaiah, growing up he knew he was different, see he doesn’t look like his parents his whole family is blond hair with pale skin and pale blue eyes. His parents knew their was something about him but they loved him as if their wasn’t anything wrong with him.
When he turned 16 that’s when his powers started. This kid was trying to fight with him when he tried to defend himself but his powers where so strong he couldn’t control himself. That day he went home and demanded explanation to what was going on with him. His parents told him the truth that there not this real parents his real parents asked them to take care of him because they wanted him to live a normal and good life. Well time goes by he meets his parents his parents are this powerful gods but he chooses not to live their life style. He goes back to his town and helps out with the troubles there.
My god is in control of all the armies and the soldiers. He tells them when to go to war and go take over other countries. His name is Soldado. He was born in a small village and ever since he was13 he has been fascinated with killing and war. He used to torture the animals and terrorize the people of the village. So the village people sent him away. He wandered around for 300 years before he created his first army and he was obsessed with power. There were no other people to rebel against this army and so created more armies to make the world crazy. So the armies recruited more soldiers and started to follow Soldado.

The New Kingdom

Netzahualcoyotl was born from the rain in 5000000 B.C. He was the only one in this earth, he was a normal but not normal as us he used to have powers but for his own well he couldn’t use them, (I mean he could but he’ll be in trouble with the god of gods).
Netzahualcoyotl was really humble the he always listened to his god even when he was disappointed with his orders. One day Netzahualcoyotl has been told that he has to create the human race and everything that we’ve in this days, of course he did it but he also created his wife and he named her “Cuitlahuac.” She was so beautiful that Netzahualcoyotl fall in love with her. They were happy for millenniums and millenniums the rumor says that they still alive in this earth just waiting until their god comes to make pace and the biggest kingdom ever.

Trojan Man

My gods name is Trojan man and his power is immortality, life & death. His story is that he grew up in a small town and build up a clan that could never die killing the weak and recruiting the strong and killing the ones who weren’t loyal or showed respect to him and the women would worship him because he was so powerful and punked all the other gods and he kick Hades out of the underworld and took his lady and made his minions sell drugs for him so he can kill everybody slowly and his prices were cheep so that they will always come back and after a year he had the biggest army the world has ever seen and Zeus got mad and try to fight him but only made himself look like a punk so Zeus try to form a army with the other gods but they were all to scared because he already punked them before and Zeus got snitched on by the other gods and Trojan man made Zeus kiss his feat and brush his horse and then kill him because he was a slithering snake and couldn’t be trusted and Trojan man lived happily ever after in his new empire.
My goddess name is faithful the goddess of perfectness and love & beauty,strngth
She’s the daughter of Aphrodite and Athena, Hera punished Aphrodite because she was so cocky and knew that everyone wanted too be with her she ended up cheating on her husband herfactice so Hera punished her for cheating and made her became lesbian with Athena, Athena was know as the virgin well not no more ha-ha her and Aphrodite ended up mating Aphrodite ended up becoming pregnant with Athena’s baby they ended up calling her faithful because if Aphrodite was never un-faithful then she would have never had have too have this child cupid ended up disowning Aphrodite as a mother because the fact she cheated on his father ,faithful powers are she is very loyal too people and she is very loving she also has strength ha she’s a beast she can whoop some butt ha.she gets that from Athena she got the beauty from Aphrodite and the love faithful is perfect at everything she does ha!

Bunnyets

The Bunny of all the Gods. He prefers Bunny instead of Bunnyets. He is better than all the other gods. He is there for them. His name is Bunny because he got some big ears because he listens to everybody and gives them advice. Also none of the other Gods have to watch there back cause Bunny watching it for them. Bunny is down to do anything for his homie gods. His power is to is to help people out and to defend anything important. Also when some one starts beef he talks to the other god Boogie and they work together to get them to the underworld. This god is cool.

Boogie

Boogie he is the most evil of all the gods in Greek mythology
He is the god of death and misfortune
He wares a big black cloak his face is always covered
He can take form of anything that makes you happy
He likes to play tricks on all the unexpecting people of Greece
His powers are to trick people in to there death
He uses different tricks to take people to the underworld
He lives with Hades in the depths of the underworld
He is the most hated by all the gods on Mt Olympus
Because of all the tricks he plays on them.

Friday, April 3, 2009

Unique Royalty - Body Paragraphs

When I was a child I was always interested in a long line of things. That I know would help me out with my pursuit of music. When I was young I knew that deep down somewereI was about to find my talent. It just had to give it time to show itself then I knew I was ready Its like it was all bound too happen.

I was chillin with my brother one day when he said to come record a song with him. So we went into his closet were his ghetto studio wa in

Its like it all played in its place so we cut at least 7 tracks that day. Its not a big thing to a lot of people I love doing my thing on my mic and to a lot of people it’s a confusing thing to a lot of them.

I also think that time is to short and that it should be used in a way that is useful to all who desire a passionate thing for music.

If you have a passion for what you like then im totally with it do what you desire to do I was so into my music is a real big thing to me I also think that I can influence others to do the same of what im doing and if they know what so work hard on your music and one day you will succeed.

My First Love - Body Paragraphs

We were on the side of the school the air was so warm after the was over it was getting late and I had to go to tumbling as soon as I walked away I called my best friend Breanna Gabolden she didn’t answer the first time I called, so I texted her and told her too call me as she got my message.

As soon as I was out of the schools sight I ran all the way home I ran threw the front door threw my stuff on my bed then I ran into my moms room then told my sister Hondra all about it ha-ha my sister was excited for me I heard my phone ring I ran too it as fast as my legs could take me I answered it.

It was breanna I told her all about it she was happy for me too.

Later that day all I could think about was that kiss all that was on my mind seemed too be him I got butterflies every time I would think of the kiss.

That night I got this text message I checked who my phone to see who it was it was Tremaine “So I had an awesome day how was yours!” That’s what Tremaine said I was so excited to even open the text too even see his name on my phone I just wanted too scream shout.

After that day everything was no longer the same the next few weeks me and Tremaine became close with each other Tremaine would walk me too and from class it became a daily routine.

Tremaine and I would talk daily we would text late nights we would stay up for hours talking about absolutely nothing at all just simple tings we started dating October,19,2007 he was the one for me.

Lovely Girl - Introduction / Body Paragraphs

One berry bright and exiting day I was in 3rd grade and I actually remember seeing this lovely fine like no other. So next day she came up to me and we started to kiss and we went date. We were supposedly in love which by that age I know nothing about.

The only reason I know that I don’t love her is because there was a short girl in my school she was sweet like candy. So this Shorty I loved I rather be with but now there’s no way to get with her probably I just wait to I get her in high school.

Now for real’s the only love that I thought I loved was Monika she was areal good one never made love to her pore life she left to Pomona or corona and she made me cry. In conclusion I still love her and like a burrito ill eat her up.

So another cute mama that I love was Julie Carrillo she live in west Wendover and she has a baby girl but I don’t care and I swear that I want to love her. Now that imp locked up she’s leaving to Mexico imp gone to miss her for the rest of my life. But I promised her that went I get out imp going to get a job and save up and bring her back from México and make life best with her.

One day I hit up the block in California I went with my cousin to watch the movie of the twin towers. Then all of a sudden Monica and I made my move and she said three words the most not accepted in my dictionary. She said no, stop, and don’t It was 7ven see her was like heaven and I thought that I was going to get a lily kiss. That same day I had some coronas and I was like not in the mood for a wining girl friend playing hard to get back then it was like a joy now she got in my nerves. In conclusion that day went I went home I slammed the door to her face.

Let's Get Shot - Body Paragraphs

“I don’t see a parking meter.” I said to my homie tweak he said “what?”

“Quit parkin dogg pass that blunt! And get off my lawn.” And by this point he was laughing so hard that I had to get up out my seat and get it myself. As soon as I took my hit my phone rang. And I started trippin out because the phone was stolen and I had gotten calls from the guy that I stole it from in the firs place saying that they know who I am and that they were coming looking for me so I was trippin out about my family! It was stimppy askin if I had any thing I could let loose for samplers I told him “no dude but I do have some cheepys then he said “it’s for my O.G. and I said “okay meet my at Sharon.” “When?” “Ten minutes.” “Peace.” So I told tweak that I had to roll he got up and said “give me that blunt before you leave.” “Nope” I said “you’re coming with!”

So we got up and I grabbed the keys from his mom’s bed room and we got in the car and went to the school and walked down to Sharon park the showed up about ten minutes late but he had his o with him and he wanted to talk about buying some mass amounts and I could’ve afforded it but it was sketch cause I never met this guy and he’s askin for a pound of chronic so I asked him if he worked for Orem city and he asked if I was askin him for real I said yeah dogg I don’t know you and your askin for a pound of dank. To me that suspect. He pulled out a strap and then his little pee-wee homie stimppy pulled his heat to and tweak suddenly fell he went into shock and then the o.g. his name was spook he asked if I still thought that he was the pigs I said yeah I do so screw you he came closer and said open your mouth again and see what happens so me bein an idiot said awww he put his nine in my mouth and that’s when I realized he was for real just then he pistol whipped me knocked me out and robbed me.

Back Again - Body Paragraphs

All this started out on a Saturday morning, with me waking up to a bomb day with the sun bright as can be. There were no clouds in sight. The first thing I smelled was my dad making eggs for brekfest.

One of my homies picked me up and we headed to Salt Lake. When we got to Salt Lake we picked up the homies Filero and his younger brother Travieso. That’s when the fun started.

We cruised over where we were going to pick up some bud. When we got there Filero, Travieso, and I got dropped off and the other homies went to get gas. When we got the bud we loaded a bowl. I got greens. I took the lighter and burned the herb. Inhaled slowly and long. I could taste the bud and feel the smoke going in my mouth, going down my throat, and going in to my lungs. I exhaled and I could see the smoke leaving my body. We did this for the next 30 minites.

We dicided to head over to the homie Cuete’s pad. When we got there he wasn’t there but we waited for him. When he finally got there we gave him money to go get beer. When he came back he had two cases of 24 and some pizza. We all started to drink right there right then, everything felt tight. Everyone was just chilling kicking back having a good time. Everyone was laughing, talking and enjoying the day because no one knew that the day would end so messed up.

After we went to a seven eleven where we met up with a homie named Joker. We followed Joker to the kick back. When we got to the kick back we unloaded the beer and headed to the house. Once in the house there was music blasting, beer everywhere, and bud too. I started out by drinking. I didn’t get drunk but I was close. Then I went out and joined a circle were some people were blazing.

Then out of no where I seen a dump load of people rushing towards the porch door. As soon as the door opened all I heard people screaming cops, cops.

Instantly I felt normal. My high was killed. All I was focusing on was running. I took off down a flight of stairs and I could feel my blood pumping. Every heart beat was heard in my head. Once I reached the bottom of the stairs my feet went one foot under snow. That didn’t stop me though. I took off to my left towards a fence. When I put my hand on the fence it felt frozen right away cause of the snow and how cold it was. I still got over the fence in less than three seconds. When I landed on the other side I landed wrong and messed up my ankle and fell. I felt the snow go inside my shirt, shoes, and socks. The whole left side of my body and my face fell in the snow. Before I could get up I suddenly felt tremendous amount pressure followed by pain on my left leg. I let out a loud yell. I then realized that the homie Cuete had landed on my leg when he jumped the fence. When he saw what he did he quickly helped me to my feet and we started running again. Then I realized that not only was Cuete following but Filero was to. Then I felt a little better cause at least I wasn’t alone.

Then after we almost made it to the top of the drive way of another house we saw a bright light. The light was followed by a voice that said “Freeze and come from behind the house. The only thing I said was “BOOK IT” and we all took off running again. When we took off running Filero ran to the right and I and Cuete ran to the left. I and Cuete had just passed the third drive way when I heard an engine. That when I put two and two together and found out the light came from a car. Then after I heard the engine I heard a loud thud. When I turned around to see what was the thud I saw Cuete getting up sp I knew that he had fallen. When he got up we started to run to our left were we jumped a fence. By that time I was thinking I was going to get caught up. I found myself jumping another fence just as fast as I had jumped the other fences. Once I was over the fence I noticed that Cuete wasn’t behind me anymore. Just then I saw the head lights of the car go around a corner and keep going straight until it was out of sight. As soon as I couldn’t see the car I went back and found Cuete up on a porch. He was tripping and he was scared. He finally pulled himself together and was ready to go. We went back to the kick back.

We got back to the kick back and we got in a car with a bunch of people. Once again I was told to drive. I took the wheel and we started to cruise and look for two more of our homies. We drove by the seven eleven were we had met Joker and he was parked there. So we drove in and parked next to Joker. Not even five seconds had gone by and we were being swarmed by like 8 cop cars.

Once the cops were out of their cars they told me to get out. Without thinking twice I put the car in reverse and I stomped on the pedal. I took off and there was a cop that grabbed the car and I swerved him off. As I looked down to change gears I saw a laser. I look up and I see guns pointed at me from all over. Then my door opens and I see the floor coming at my face in slow motion. I feel a cold breeze as I lay on the frozen floor face down. I look to my left and my right I see the homies Filero, Travieso, and Cuete all on the floor too. I see the sirens; I feel the handcuffs biting at my wrist.

I am overcome by sadness. I’ve messed up again. I’ve only been out for two weeks. I know I’m going back to DT. I really don’t know what to think. I’m arrested once again and I could have stopped it all.

Livin' Rough With the Girl of My Dreams - Body Paragraphs

The first time I mat martin is was like god sent her from haven it was like a dram bat I mat her from my homier manual it was his cozen we mat at the skate park she was go at skating batter then me at the time but wan I got to gat to no her I was riley in to her and I thin she now I did case we want to the park and it was cooled and I cap her worm and that is wan she fond out that I like her .there day after I act her out and she sad yes and it was the best day of my life case I that I wood never gat a chants with he case I that she was to good for me but I gas not she sad she like me to but her personality was grate that’s wet broth me on to her she was the one .she did a lot for me she got claws for me wan I did not have nanny it riley hit me wan she got me claws .she got me claws be for school so I did not look like I was home lice it was hard for me to gat money case we did not have that math money it was hard for my mom to gat a good paying job case we guts move to Brigham city it was hard case we were now in town.

Body Paragraphs

But when I got suspended I got home and I got yelled at by my parents and at home I was having fun just kicking back and going to towns and but my parents took me to my grandparents house there I was more in trouble getting yelled at an I had to stay there for a couple of days because I got suspended and at my grandparents house I had to work for two or three days.

At my grandparents house what I had to do was pretty hard but I kind of knew how to do it but what I had to do was sheep herd, feed the sheep, chop woods, take the horse’s out, exercise the horses, help my grandma around the Hogan, it was hard but it was cool because I like my grandparents a lot but I had to do those because I was in trouble and I couldn’t stay home and I did those staff and I had a lot of fun because I help my grandpa pick a sheep and butcher it for dinner.

But after I got done staying at my grandparents house I got picked up by my mom and dad and my grandpa was talking to me about why I did that and told me never to get in trouble or get suspended again but after that I went back to school and there I was missing around again but not that much but I stop because I moved to phoenix and lived there for awhile and went back down to the Rez.

The Day It Happened - Introduction/Body Paragraph

The summer it happened was a summer I’ll never forget as stepped out the door.......

As I got for the day like I usually did I had a weird feeling like something was wrong but after I lit my joint I felt so much better as I grab my gat and head out the door I forget to kiss my mom goodbye I should of! I always did love her to bad I turned out so bad. . It was just a normal day or so I thought when I stepped out the door I saw that car roll up it all happened so fast but in slow motion as the words slipped oh f***!”

When I Was 13 - Body Paragraphs

So yea when I moved out here I hated Utah. The reason I hated it So much is because I left everything behind. But then I started to meet people and then I started liking it because they started showing me the kicking spots. It wasn’t nothing like how I was used too because where I’m from we kick back at the sideshows we be rolling deep. Then when I went to kick back all they do is kick back in a parking lot and do nothing much. But then me and my bro bra started our own thing we started racing and all kind of stuff. Then 1 Night me and the homeboys were kicking back at a homie house we were like 30 fools just kicking it. And we ran out of alcohol so we hade to go get more while we were going some guy started throwing up signs at us. We were 4 in the car so we desisted to go back and jump the kid so we did and when we did we went to the store and bought the alcohol. Then we went back we got fade it then the next 3 days the homie went to my house and he told me that I was on the run and that police was coming to get me ride now. So I was like ok then I’ll wait for them ride here when I saw 10 police cars pulled up I trip out I was about to run when they all pulled their guns out and point them at me. I was still going to run but my brother was watching everything and I didn’t wanted to get shot in front of him so I said to myself no and gave myself to the cops, so that was my first time getting locked up here in Utah It was nothing like how I was used too because the Juveniles out there are way different it wasn’t hard their because all I really saw was little kids and the dudes so for one’s I felt save in juvenile .

D.T. - Body Paragraphs

I only can remember when, I was having problems with the sentence for court. I was so stressed and had some other issues in my life. I remembered that I got in a argument with my mother that I can't take this and going to run to solve my problem to think what I'm going to do. I was running out in the streets, when I came over to my friend's house to get some shrooms. It hit me in the head so hard that, I had no other choose but, to face D.T. intake entrance.

The next morning, I woke up with filling like going with my mother too see my older friends. When I arrived, by tens minutes with being their, I heard my friend tell me that a cop was walking up the stairs. I heard a knock It hit my stomach with a hard voice call for my name, and told me that I have a pick up order. The cop suddenly said, to me it was court ordered by Judge Lindsey. He took me away from my family and, friends when given hugs at the last minute.

I arrived with so much aching of fear in my stomach when the officer took me through the doors of fate and death. I walked in saw a lady tell me to set, I sat down and nervous as, I got my fingers printed with ink. They collected my clothes, when being search for any thing that can be confiscated. They put me in a holding cell mean while; they gather the information to put me in the computer. Two hours later they start to give me some soap to wash my hair, and body. Then handed me a suit, and lead me to walk to my unit. Then he told me that this would be my pinnacle unit for a time that I'll being their. I sat down in my first cell that I never seen in my whole life.

I remember that I had woken up with my door open with a noise of clink, clink. That’s when it hit me that this is the life I maybe stinking with for now tell, I can make better chooses in life that I have chosen. This is when; I had gone crazy with my cellmates because I was getting picked on just because I was white. It did not end up well, when some of us are being hurt. With in the first month the judge finally being let go to a foster home. At that time I had made some other bad chooses. That’s when my entire journey began too play out.

D.T. - Introduction


My heart pumping with ears surrounded by sirens around the corner. I fill my stomach falling into sickness. I can fill that I’m in trouble. I’m just a kid living out in this world and walking the streets. Built with so much anger. After an argument after court with my mother.

Cinnamon Hills - Introduction

I was 13 when I went to my first program. It was called Y.H.A, it was located here Provo. I did well there for a while till I started school then I started to get in trouble. There were 16 girls including me (I lived in a group home) I was there for at least a year then I ran away from there twice. The second time is when they finally put me in D.T then they moved me to a program in St. George called Cinnamon Hills.

What I Learned - Body Paragraphs

The field was wet but perfect to do what we supposed to do. My position was forward together with my best friend. The game started I have to admit that I was nervous but I thought that I was there to do my best and to be dangerous against them. The time came right in the moment I had a ball open to kick it but I didn’t kick I shared the ball with my captain who was open too. I kicked right to his chest; he controlled it with his chest and kicked it right to the goal everyone shouted goallllllll! The goalkeeper couldn’t do anything the ball went to fast. This action led us to the big soccer party in Mexico.

Finally we were there ready to play our first game. My coach started the game with different players, they were good but not that good as my coach thought.

The other team immediately took the lead I knew that but I couldn’t say anything the coach decided to played with those guys and he was the boss. The first half is over we went to the take showers he spoke to us, come on guys we can make, we have 45 minutes left. He made a few substitutions. He sent me to the field but it was too late we couldn’t make it.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Birth - Introduction

Is birth an amazing thing or what? I was born in Rapid City, South Dakota, on 11/25/1990 at 4:16 and my name is Armando P. Reyes. My birth took place in a hospital like every other normal human being. I think that my birth was an amazing thing. The reasons why I say this is because my birth was important to me and I was special because I was born with a twin, her name is Zina M. Reyes. Some other reasons why is it has to do with my sister being born, then my dad’s journey, and my birth. I guess I answered and I am still answering my own question.

My First Love - Introduction

RING!! RING!! School was over we were walking side by side. We were holding hands his hands seemed so soft so warm that made me never wanna let go, his grip seemed so instance. The feeling of that passionate, softness flesh from his lips made me quiver. The way I never wanted too let go are lips how they fit so perfect upon each other was unbelievable so desirable.

Friday, March 27, 2009

My Neighborhood - Introduction

Here I am standing in front of a judge and a jury telling me I have to testify against my primo, like karma had caught up to me for something I did in my past. But this is how it is when you putting it down for my neighborhood. Most of my older homies had gone though this in a time in there life and now it is my turn.

Homie Robby - Introduction

Robby Lewis, he was born in Brigham City he was 13 years old, he was a great kid.
He was born November 24.1995 attending Adele C. Young Middle School in Brigham City. He likes to skateboard he was a smart kid he like school he like to draw he was really good at it. His height was a bout 4.5 feet. Most of the sports he did he was real good at them. We liked to chill a lot he was like a bro to me. I kept him out of trouble so he did not get in trouble with me or with his friends and if he did I will yell at him and not talk to him for a week.

Back Again - Introduction

I feel the cold breeze as I lay face down on the frozen floor. I got a knee on my back, legs, arms, and head. I struggle to try to stay free. I feel the cold metal handcuffs slide together on my wrist. I look to my left and my right. I see my homies on the floor all around me to. I’m lifted to my feet and pulled to the front of the seven eleven. I see the sirens; I feel the cold handcuffs biting at my wrist. I start to feel frozen cause my blue dickies shirt and pants are covered with snow. I could still smell the bud we were just blazing.

Let's Get Shot - Introduction

You ever see your life flash before your eye like in the movies? No? Well it’s true when your life is really on the line no matter the situation whether you putting it down for the hood or whatever if your life is really on the line than you might know what I’m talking about.

Unique Royalty - Introduction

I was always looking for something to do in my neighborhood. So one day that something came to me. When I was 9 I saw my brother speaking to a metal object while moving his hands in a rythmatic pattern. He sounded like Dr. Seuss to me, the way that he would rhyme to the metal object. So one day he was in his room watching TV, I came in and asked what’s that he was doing the other day. He had his music on when I asked him. Being distracted, he turned up his music and started to rhyme again. While ending his rhyme he told me to go ahead and rip it. And that’s were it all started.

Almost Close to Death - Introduction

Were you close to death at one point? Well at the age of 15 I almost died because I at a party with my primos. Me and my cousins, we were all kickin’ it and we were all drinking and getting high. It was like around 12:00 a.m. by way it was summer when this happened.

Pre School - Introduction

Who liked preschool? I did because I use to have fun and mess around because I was a little boy and just havin’ fun with my life and having fun with my cousins and friends. But pre-school was the best and first grade. But in preschool I got suspended and it was funny but at the same time it wasn’t because I was just a little kid messing around and getting into trouble. But why I got suspended was for putting tooth paste on the teachers chair and it was funny because I was a little kid and also I got suspended for was for fighting with the other little kids.

What I Learned - Introduction

Yeah we can make it! That’s what my team said. We were on the field with our soccer cleats of coarse with tons of emotions in our minds. We never thought about lose the game because we were the most popular team in the league with 27 points of 30, each game counts three points, we just needed 3 more points to get into the big party of the state which consist in represent our state. We all were so exited and yes our coach led us there.

I won’t forget that day in the bathrooms when my Capitan says we ready coach and he said wait let’s have a talk. I already told you guys how important is this game for all of us, we were waiting for this moment two years and right now is outside on the field you’ll decided if you want to take it or you want to let it go “he was crying” I can’t do nothing out there but I ‘m sure that you can, it is all in your feet, be proud of you, feel the blood in our hearts. He spoke to us with his heart and that was just the beginning.

When I Moved Out - Introduction

“Jessica, are you ready,” said Laura, my sister.

“Yes I only got one box to put in the truck.” I think to myself, today is the day I well be on my own just me and my sister no parents to tell us what to do.

We finish putting are stuff away and organized our apartment by this time its 7p.m. The phone rings, “ring, ring, ring,” it’s a Saturday night, I answer, “hello”, on the other line is marisela, my aunt,

“Hey girl let go to the club tonight I’ll be there to pick you and Laura up in an hour”, Marisela says.

When I was 13 - Introduction

When I was 13 I moved out to Utah. I’m from Mexico but I was raised in Oakland, California. I was really sad and mad when I had to move out here because I had to leave everything behind, like my friends that I was raised with. But I still keep in contact with them.

Summer Magic - Introduction

“Thump, thump. Thump, thump.” My heart still beats for Jeff, even 10 years later. I met Jeff in the summer of 1999. I had just graduated from high school and was working at Mill Hollow Summer Camp. The camp was situated high in the Uintah Mountains and I would be living there. It was the first time away from home. I was scared and excited at the same time - I was finally an adult, living on my own, and doing my own thing. There were 20 of us working as Cabin counselors, cooks, store keepers, and doing the entertainment for 250+ kids a week. We would become best friends and some of us would find the loves of our lives, like I did.

Thursday, March 19, 2009

Sports

I like to play sports
Sports are fun
Sports are cool
If you don’t like sports
Then . . . .

Music

Music is my life
If I didn’t have music I would probly die?
To funk or to r&b
It doesn’t matter to me
Just something to bump
When you’re down in the dump.

Karma

Karma can be good
Karma can be bad
In the day time
Or at night
It doesn’t matter who you are
Karma will happen to you.

Friday, March 13, 2009

Straight Up

It is crazy how people can honestly put on a straight face and tell you one thing then switch up and do another they tell you their one person and in the end, they end up becoming what they once told you they would never be.
Its funny how they can look at you with a straight face and straight up lie, too you,
You thinking that he means every word that he says is true and that he means it.
When he hugs you it feels like something’s missing like the hug isn’t complete
Then later finding out that everything was a lie
It sucks knowing that I'm not the only female that you were talking too its funny how even your own friends told me too watch out because them knowing you had another on the side
It’s funny how you reacted when I told you if it was true you lied on that too Its crazy how a lot of people are out here living a lie its hard too hold a smile when you’re really hurting inside.
But little did you know “she fall for the players but plays the same games”

What is Death Like?

Death is when your loved ones must depart
Death is a sharp pain to the heart
Death is a feeling of permanent sadness and pain
Death is when your loved ones have forever gone away
Death is a call to heaven or hell
Death is eternal mansion or cell
Death never will go away
Death you’ll find in your ways
Death is not to be scared
Death is to be in engage

Embarrassed

My face went pink
I couldn’t breath
Light headed
Will he laugh at me
Or will he giggle with me
I guess we’ll see

At least it isn’t as bad a s last time...he he

Is it . . . You!

Some call us scavengers others predators a few say we are demons from hell; what we seek isn’t material possessions the fastest cars new fashion or jewelry that to us is worth as much as a breath of air comes and goes. What we seek is as noticeable as a book, some are wide open others are locked tight like vaults or safes we influence and control many of your actions, thoughts and feelings we have no specific form other than the ones you give us were the boss at your job, the annoying neighbor that turns up the tunes just a little to loud, were the kids the made Jr. high and high school a living hell were those fools who saw you wearing a color we didn’t like then beat you until you switched looking at the sky the inside of your eyelids then the ceiling of the hospital room were that drunk guy that hit your kid and the person who bailed him out a day later were that guy that slept with your girlfriend that smoke in your hand that bottle on the table that Glock 45. down your pants that dad or boyfriend that hit your mother that girl that gave you AIDS were everywhere you can avoid us but you cant escape us we’ll find you frame you lie to you steal from you put a hit on you get in your car and go somewhere with you. Now take a guess at who you think we are go on it’ll be quite the shocker when you find out…

Stuck in between the two

My heart is in two different places
Its hard too let you go
Me knowing that if I let you go I don’t know what I would be without you
But the other side wants too tell you that your not the only person im loving
I cant break sides because it just don’t feel right.
I still got love for you big love the fact remains that you will
Always be my baby.
I got you on my mind but its hard too let the other go
I wanna tell you its over and that im done thinkin of him
I want too really mean it and that im really trying too leave the other behind
I wanna tell you that im done playing games
And that im dedicated in making a change
But when I look in the mirror im still stuck on playing the same ‘ol games

What Is Love

Love what is love?
Is it like a box of chocolates?
Or better yet
Like the taste of strawberries.
Is love in something or in someone that,
Takes you breath a way
And makes your heart skip a beat
Or better yet
Is love an idea we put in our head that we
Think we are truly in love.
What is love?
I think I just like the idea of being in love
And being loved by someone.
Love is like the taste of sweet jolly rancher
Love is something you can’t see but you have
Faith \n the love of someone else.

The Sick Click

You can think that your click is the sickest, the real sick click is the one that keeps it the realist, the one’s who strictly keep it about trust, pride, loyalty, and respect, to not force people into the crew or gang but the one’s who are down and the one’s it can effect, you have to be down for whatever, smart, witty, and clever, don’t fake or put up a front and be a lame, but show pride in what you do and tell people your name, build your own type of fame, be loyal to your click, represent where your from and kick it with who you pick, the one’s you trust along with your click, don’t trust the one’s that will turn there back when down, to the one’s who have your back show all respect and don’t hate or clown, one love to those who have a sick click, and to that 801 sick click from that o-town.

Darkness

There is only one little star in the sky.
As beautiful as it is
It all vanishes.
When the darkened fog creeps around me
Fog no, not fog but smock, smock from guns.
Now I realize that I’m at war.
People are dyeing I can’t take it any more
It’s tearing me apart.
I am wishing for death so
I can see that single shining star once more

I'll be missing you

I’ll being missing you
Life aint always what it seems to be
I cant express what you mean to me cuz
Even though your gone, we still cousins
Just Can’t imagine all the pain I feel,
But its kinda hard with you and every one not around,
But in my heart is were I’ll keep you all close to me
Wish I could go back and see you all just one more time,
In my prayers you all are always there for me…

“I Miss you all, everyday”

The Dark Girl

In the distance
In the dark
There is a truthful
Choose star
She says life is hard
It is dandy like sweet frozen candy
Not ever day is a good day
Like the moon is not all was fool
Finding a new poet is like finding a wild
Flower like find a rare nova
So don’t think life is hard

Life Of Sin

It's Just A Matter Of Time
If Enemies Lay Me Down To Sleep
I Pray To The Lord My So He'll Keep
When I Die In This Life Of Hate
I Pray To The Lord My Soul He'll Take
In This Life Of Sin. Lord I Got A Question
Will You Fogive Me For My Sins If I Don't Regret 'em
Cuz Sometimes No Matter How Hard I Try, I Feel No Remorse
I Feel I Had To Do What I Had To Do
But Then Again Maybe It's Just The Old-E Numbin' The Pain

Stressful Life

As a little boy I grew
Up in a peaceful place my

Dad always told me anything
Is possible
and
Not every person has a good day

That week my mom died
And I cried and cried

Thinking of memories of her
Death
Man she really was a star to me

The Way You Make Me Feel

Tu eres la Niña que me asies resperar
Y sin Te I don’t know what I would do
You’re the one that makes me want to live
Tu eres mi princessa mi everything
I would give up anything to wake up by your side every day
And see your beautiful eyes
Kiss your lips with mine
I want to make you feel important
Give you everything anything you want diamonds todo para te
You got me talking like Niña Te amo
No girl
Has ever made me feel like this Te amo, Te quiero
You got me like????????
But the only thing I know is that
Que Te amo, Te amo, Te amo Niña Bonita
And the only thing I got to say to you is
“Will you be mine” “Priscilla”

THE WAY WE LIVE

FOR SOME OF US ITS HARD TO LIVE LIFE
WE HAVE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT WE
HAVE TO GO THROUGH JUST TO GET THROUGH
LIFE. I UNDERSTAND WE HAVE TO FAIL JUST TO SUCCEED
ITS HARD TO UNDERSTAND THAT WE HAVE TO DO THAT
BUT YOU KNOW THAT SHIT HAPPENS FOR A REASON
AND WE HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE PROBLEMS THAT
ARE BROUGHT BEFORE US.

LoOsInG LoVe

Loosing a love one is a tragedy but it happens each and every day.
It’s a feeling of pain that won’t go away.
We ask god why me?
Am I not good enough?
Is there someone else?
Tear fall dripping down my face.
A shocking pain running through my body.
Then I open my eyes hoping it’s just a dream.
If so please wake me up.
I can’t take it anymore.
Fist closed palms sweaty then it hits me.
This is all real this is really happening right now.
You just want to give up and give your life.
Then you think to yourself is it worth it?
Is this the end?
Am I really thinking about hurting all those people for my choices?
Be strong I say to myself.
I can do it.
(Here I am stronger then ever. No one can stop me now but myself)

Everyday is not a good day

Finding a new poet
Is like finding a wildflower
Choosing a superstar
In the dark night
Is like trying to find the moon
Truthfully
Everyday is not a good day

Your Name

I wrote your name
In the sky but the wind
Blew it away
I wrote your name in the
Sand but the waves washed
It away
I wrote your name in my
Heart and forever it will
Stay.

8 Words

I grew up
now I’m safe
At 99.9%
I fall with a shoe
I get dirty
Then I become Meanness to
Everybody that wears a shoe
I try to look up to a star
But all I see is
Death every time I fall.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

The bestest best friend I ever had

We started as friends
Later we ended up being best friends we came together just like peanut butter and jelly with out you it seemed like something was missing you stuck by me even when I pushed you away you were always one call away when I needed someone to talk too,
You always knew when too say the right things at just the right time. Its crazy how feelings ended up starting everyday you used too wake up early just too come wake me up every morning just too get me up too go too school you always walked me too and from school me thinking that you just did it because you had nothing better too do later I never stopped too think you did it because you liked me until that night when I needed someone too talk too the most and you were the only one that was there that actually seemed too care. The first time you told me you loved me I took it as a joke until I started feeling the same feelings for you I knew I was starting too love you by the way I felt around you I got butterflies every time we hugged every time we spoke too each other
When I got random calls from you and not even having much, too talk about we would sit on the phone for hours talking about absolutely nothing I loved how your so much more different from most guys once you gave me your word you stuck too it.
And for that I love you much more…..

Friday, March 6, 2009

Risk

The risk in your lives
Is sometimes scared
And some days we are afraid
The risk in my life is intense
And never I am afraid
I met the death and I said stay away
I’d comeback from hell
And I came to the earth
This is my way
And never I’ll be scared!

Call to Wake

My person becomes heavy a force of gravity is taken upon me it is a sign that my body wishes the return of my soul the time of joyful play aloft must come to and end but my soul struggles against the force of my body’s demanding will as my soul parts with its companions it is winey, mad act the fact it must return, be contained yet again until later but as always before reuniting it give my body a welcome home gift…the alarm clock roars to life, indicating my presence is needed and that my slumber is over. As my eyes twitch and cry with agony from the light, I am displeased that I must rise my judgment of this tells me my brain is awake, as I come to my feet I’m shaky and light headed. It is a sign that even as I stand my soul wants to flee but I have control then I say. “Worry not later you will drift but here now you are needed that is why I have called you to wake”.

What I See

I wake in the morning and look at my alarm clock…
I see a new day
I turn on the lights and look at the mess that is my room…
I see responsibility ahead
I look at my phone….
I look at my wall full of pictures…
I see my past
I see friendships
I go into my bathroom and look at my messy hair…
I see myself before I become me
I look as my buss comes around the corner…
I see education coming my way
I look at denies…
I see a job
I look at the nerdy kid in school…
I see my future boss
I look at the house in which I live…
I see my home
I look my room as im getting ready for bed…
I see rest…

And it keeps goen on and on … vicious cycle you know

I Miss You

I miss you in the morning dear
when we laughed and played.
I miss will miss you all day .
There is a million of people
but there’s only one of you.
I miss you at night dear.
Even thou we would fight.
There is a million in the world
but there’s only one of you.

STRUGGLE

(Talk) Yeah we got to let them know that in this life we are struggling, we love our families and the homeboys, but we got to let them know, so listen to what we have to say.

(Rap chorus) One love to the family, in the OGD, don’t stress or cry, wipe that tear from your eye, keep your held high, things are wrong, you got to stay strong, life is rough, but you have to stay tough, life will get better, this wont last forever, one day, our hopes will come true, but for now, tu sabes, I love you.

(Rap verse) It’s been a long time since I’ve been alone, away from my fam, to my sisters, my mom and dad, but my love is shown, so to my familia, this ones to you, life is messed up but we live it anyway doing what we do, it’s getting real hectic every single day, I guess that gods way, so I get down and pray, and to the higher power I say, I know I did a crime, now paying the time, they’re tryin to hold me down, and all I got to say, is keep on tryin, my mouth will stay shut, so I guess I’m stuck, in the system, to my family my prayers are with them, and all want is them to be free, so I say amen, and get up off my knees, and that very same day, in my dreams, god said to thee, you only get one shot to put up a fight, and to do what’s right, living as a soldier, not looking over my shoulder, I will be home soon, to take care of everyone, who was there for me, and I say this with pride and respect, I love my family with all my heart, I started at the beginning and close to the end,

(Rap chorus) One love to the family, in the OGD, don’t stress or cry, wipe that tear from your eye, keep your held high, things are wrong, you got to stay strong, life is rough, but you have to stay tough, life will get better, this wont last forever, one day, our hopes will come true, but for now, tu sabes, I love you.

And I’m out.

Make love –not war

Make love –not war …….
Fight for the one you love
But not the one you love
Make love when it means something
Not when it loses its means

Hardest moments change to your strongest …..

Never judge your future by your past,
Let yesterday be a memory
And tomorrow a promise.
Let your hardest moments
Become your strongest moments.

Just One of Those Days

Its just one of those days when everything is all good
Ya…all good…
It’s just one of those days its about 69 degrees
The sun is shining
Lil kids riddin on their byciklitas
And its all good in my neighborhood
It just makes me want to get up and go go go
Its one of those days no one is dying so no one is crying
Shoes hanging from the telephone wires
Ya jaja just one of those days
Pretty women crossing the street street street
And theirs no better days then this one
Hell no kickin it in the porch with all the homie
Traviso, my brother Pewee, and Ese Lokito its one of those days…..

Amor

I hope you don’t mine but I would like to steal a moment of your time
All it toke is one look and I was hypnotized, mesmerized by your pretty smile and your Pretty eyes
And I would like to get together to get to know you a little better
I know some things you like and if you like me that’s cool
This gose out to the girl I love you know who you are
Mi princessa la mas bonita del mundo mi nina tu sabes que te quiero con todo mi Corazon I know you got a man but he aint no good he treats you not so good
You say you love him still but dose he mean doin good to you ?
I don’t think so baby,
But Im still here and if I was by your side you would get everything by my side
Ruby’s, Dimonds anything everthing
You want
Yo te amo te quiero and would do any thing to get my you side
Para Abrasarte, besarte todos los dias besaondo tu’s lendos labios
But I can keep on sayin how much te amo
Pero all that dosen’t real matter to me
If I don’t have you by my side
All that matters to me is your yes when I ask you
“well you go out with me nena”

Playing Sports

I like sports
You should to
No matter what I play
Like b-ball or other sports,
Don’t be lazy just do it
It is good to play for me and you
If u don’t like sports forget you.

Sky High

Time goes by it seems like it flies
No lie it feels like I’m in the sky
I look up at the sky wondering how
High it is

Skateboarding

I like to skate.
It is my man thing.
I like make skates.
It is like the game.
I men it chill.
You no what I men
I am for rill.

Morning

I woke up in the day.
Fell asleep at night
stung in the heart
like a bad memory.

Woke up in the
morning then woke up in the afternoon
fell asleep at night.
Then realized it was a bad memory!

Its Been So Long

Its been so long
since I seen your face
but it wont be long
Till I see your face
mistakes where made
between us two
am loosen it
or my mind
but I’ll keep it
so I wont loose you again.

The Breakup

We use to be in love
You said that you loved me
That you would never leave
Together forever
Once again back in that love thing
Fussing and fighting
Day and night
Now we are friends
And still act like were in love.
Did those feelings really go away?
Were we meant to be together?

Chronic Pain

I have pain in my head
I have pain in my neck
I have pain in my chest
I have pain in my shoulders
I have pain in my arms
I have pain in my hands
I have pain in my fingers
I have pain in my hips
I have pain in my thighs
I have pain in my knees
I have pain in my shines
I have pain in my ankles
I have pain in my feet
I have pain in my toes

Friday, February 27, 2009

This I Believe

I believe in that I can change and overcoming any challenges that life brings me. I have overcome a lot in life. I have overcome my drug addiction and I’m able to stay clean because most of all I believe in my self.

I believe in every things has a purpose in life and if everything that I have gone through if It didn’t kill me I believe in letting it make me a stronger person . I believe in letting go of people that I truly love if it is the best for them. I believe in believing……..

A Poem on Techno

…. A poem on techno
Exited….
……alive…..
….energetic….
Fun…..
Base….?
It doesn’t have to make since …..
You just have to feel it…..
….. its life…
….to me….
You never really know how the people who make the rules are thinking ……
… in not even shur I know what in thinking….
…… and you might not like it…..
……….. What else to do than live life…..
….dance to the music that you are given….
This makes no sense…..
….. hahahaha….
I guess this is why people don’t make poems while listening to techno…
….well at least the first part makes sense …..
Kind of….

You Told Me

We started as friends you showed me you cared you told me you liked me
I told you I would always be their
You told me you loved me I showed you I didn’t care
You told me you missed me
I wouldn’t have know that you would still be there
I stuck by your side just how I once promised
you told me to give you my love and in return you’ll be honest

The American Dream

A young immigrate
Comes to the us for better life,
A better life he believes.
A new beginning.
He wants an education,
He wants the American dream.
They tell him he can get that
Dream with just signing a paper.
A Paper that well get him the dream.
It well even gets him a citizenship.
He leaves to Iraq; he never gets to live the American dream.
He was willing to die for a country that wasn’t his
Just to live the American dream.

A Cry for Help

A cry for help, a cry to be herd
A Latin girl cries
By using drugs and hanging
With the thugs. No parents to help.
Father wanted, mother died.
She looks for love and all the love
She can get is from guys who don’t care.
All she ever wanted was to be
Loved and for someone to hear her cry.
Her cry was herd one day when she
Died from a drug overdose.

The Dream

The dream that is so scary to me,
seeing death around the corner making me weak in the knees,
with that 9 millimeter to my head putting me at ease,
got me knocking on heavens door asking please,
to give me one more try,
and I got gods reply,
it was to send him to hell,
The floor caved in and I fell,
down to the burning place of doom,
then the devil sent me to the torture room,
I said no, then I awoke from a dream,
and said not no more I have to stay clean,
and do what I do,
only kick it with a few,
enough of this, and enough of that,
it was a message,
that I got to act my age, for my family, and for me.
I sit here and I think about all we have been through
How could I let all of this go? I may never be over you
I miss your kiss the way we used to lay
You gave me everything I had it my way
Now you say our love was just a fairy tale unreal
Three years together I got to get rid of the way I feel
I wonder could it be the same
Or be a mistake like the tattoo of my name
I always wake up your on my mind
I am so confused so scared so blind
So you can tell me you miss me too
But the more Im in love the more I don’t know what to do
You will always be the girl my sunshine
Ill never stop waiting for that special sign
My momma told me sometimes it would rain
But I never thought it would be this kinda pain…

Nights

There’s nothing that I really want:
The stars tonight are rich and cold
Above my house that vaguely broods
Upon a path soon lost in dark.

My dinner plate is chipped all round
(It tells me that I’ve changed a lot);
My glass is cracked all down one side
(It shows there is a path for me).

My hands-I rest my head on them.
My eyes-I rest my mind on them.
There’s nothing that I really need
Before I set out on that path.

Football

Football is a sport I play
It is fun to play
It is fun to gat slammed in to the ground
It is fun to play in the rain
It is fun to play in the snow

Basketball

Basketball is the sport to play,
It’s good to play, running up and down the court
Treble the ball, crossing people, shooting three’s, nothing bur three ,
But I suck at b-ball but who cares as long as I can play
And know what im doing.

I Wish

I wish you could see how I am when you’re not around.
I wish you could see what it’s like to pretend to be something your not
I wish you could feel the pain that I feel
I wish you would understand
I wish you would come and save me
You only get 3 wishes

One More Day With You

Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams I just can't fight

I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still near

I love you more than you know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know that’s what you would have wanted too

I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again

Wise

A smart man made a smart choice.
The wise man chose to make a robot.
To
Helped people to be wiser.
But the robot failed in the since competition.
Then the next day the wise man could not figure out what he had did wrong.
He had prayed and prayed in sorrow staring at the ground and then he noticed he had forgot to put a piece on the robot .
So he said I guess I’m not so wise after all!

Madness

MADNESS is like a pressure point.
Pain with intense in your body.
Others can’t take anymore.
Pressure, mood, intense.
Frustration comes to a point.
Others can’t concentrate.
Fillings burn.
Memories have no existence.
Difficulty happens.
Questions explode, maybe rumors.
Resisting or refusing.
With no answers.
And unawareness.
Confidence comes.
Approaching fears.
So, make.
MADNESS
NO FEAR.

Trials

We go through hard times in life
And realize nothings left
We do our trials and our time and suffer
Consequences we see the light of the day
And continue our mission and that
Mission for most of us is to stay
Alive we only do two days
The day we go in and the day we get out .

Is That All You Got?

Is that all you got
You’re a better person.
Is that all you got
You give other people power to
Control you thoughts and actions.
Is that all you got
You came so far don’t give up now.
You made it so far don’t let it go to waist.
Your future all depends on you.
You want to let go and just give up.
You’re stronger then that!
Is that all you got
You’re already done but yet you just started.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Dependance will be Your Demise

Now a days many things are taken for granted, at some point in time someone had a thought of making an organization, system, machine or something that would feed the populations nonstop demand for resources. Not any specifics just everything; supermarkets, churches, gangs, jails, friends, parents are all dependency’s, and there’s nothing wrong with any of these things, depending on who the person is and whether they work for the individual or not…but my case was more unfortunate.

My childhood wasn’t perfection but it had one component that made it tolerable a mother. My dad I’d say lost control of his better will or judgment in to occasions the first was in the mid 1950’s when his parents died; from there he went from place to place trying to find a place to live, he went to orphanage to avoid adoption because if he would have done so back then he would had to change his last name and that was something he didn’t want to happen. The seconded was dew to the witnessing of his girlfriend cheating on him since then the only worthy thing that’s happen to him is the fact that he can have his genes carried on through me. But in recent years he’s devoted his time away from me to try to figure out who he is; that neglect has caused a premature development to occur in my life which has taught me a lesson that to be dependent is to be weak because if my source go’s so do I.

Friday, February 20, 2009

My ambitions are when I turn 18 or when I find a way im going to go see my real mom and wether I get out of the system or I don’t im going to try anyway cus me and my real moms never got to see each other much.i guess it was her fault.now its my fault cus im locked up. I gonna get put down for the set I was suppose to get put down when I was 13 but I got locked up but ive been putting in so much work these last 4 years when I do get put down ill be a shot caller.im going to get my own place in 2 months. So when that happens im gonna start all this planning.
I believe in karma if you do good things good things will come back to you in the end I also believe in staying true to what you believe in and always stand up for what you believe in don’t let some one tell you that your beliefs are wrong.
I believe in loyalty between friends if you are friends or homies you should never turn your back on them or lie for nothing you should never do them wrong like getting wit there girl or steal there more or steal any thing from them at all. I believe that family should stick together and love each other no matter what happens, and by all means protect each other and do what ever it takes to make each other happy.

What I believe in is that if I put my mind to it and stay focused that I can graduate high school and go to college on a basket ball scholarship and hopefully make it to the NBA I feel and think that I am that good and I can always get better in what ever needs work whether its my shot, my defense, lay ups, or my dribbling skills and I can always learn new thing from other people.
What I believe in is respect and trust because too me those two things are super important for real like if you don’t got that then its hard too even have anyone their for you. Because no one wants someone who’s not easy too trust or some one that doesn’t respect you too have respect for some one is too always know when it’s a right time too say some thing like you cant be calling people certain names without knowing you got them or they got you because then that’s just a sign of disrespect. Trust is another big thing because you have too be able too let or have people re-lie on you on certain things like making sure you got them and they got you for real and too make sure you can tell them anything with out them telling someone else what you just told them.
I believe that family should all ways should stay together and that they should never break up and another thing I believe in is that we are all a like and that there should not be any racial comments or people because we all bleed the same color we all have the same thing like nose ears etc…
I believe that family should all ways should stay together and that they should never break up and another thing I believe in is that we are all a like and that there should not be any racial comments or people because we all bleed the same color we all have the same thing like nose ears etc…

I Believe in Faith

This is what I believe I believe in faith because I know than when you have faith you can do anything is like some power in this earth, when I first came here I had faith and everything is going on good I mean excellent. Do you know what faith is? For me faith is something that exit but you can’t see, you can feel it if you really have it so. Since I have faith I changed my life I did because I just believed in myself and my faith each day is growing up.

What I Believe In

This I believe in is that you give is what you get. For example, when you do something good then you get something good in return, or if you do something bad then vise versa.
The reason why I say this is because I just barely realized it and that it happens a lot in my life. My whole life I just have been doing bad stuff so that’s all I have been getting in return. I would steal and I would get stolen from or I would smoke and I would get into trouble for it later. I hope to do better at this even at life because it hasn’t been getting me nowhere except the same spot, not moving an inch, I am tired of living the same life style I want something in return.